Waking up screaming you (Rhubi) say? Done that too. Dunno how you can't wake yourself up going that... Remember when we used to sleep in the sun lounge in Donny? You screamed in your sleep. Bloody scared the living daylights out of me. Thought you were in agony, but you didn't wake up! You must of inherited that from your mother if it even is "inheritable". New trend now is to wake up soaking in sweat. Think I prefer the screaming...

Whoa you tell your mother where you go all the time? No secrets on that level? Hey kewl level is one of those words when you read it backwards it still means the same! Level leveL. Erm... Lost the thread there. I'm impressed! You're doing better than me and my sneaking around Donny. If I catch you doing the same you'll be in trouble. DEEP DEEP trouble.

Thx, it should be "irregrettable" as you said UNLESS the vet is like Altwegg that b@st@rd of a person. If that's the case I'm outta there quicker than you can say "six sticky sucker sticks". It's not easy... Don't even know what it means but suppose it depends whether you have a Dirty Mind or not. Anyway the head vet seems to be friendly. Emphasis on seems. Gonna see him in February.

Now to something completely different. Whilst in Geneva with A, we went past a shop that sells swords, sabres, knives and Middle Age-y items. Real swords... It only cost 257 Frs... There was one that looked like Gryffindor's. Even dreamt about it. I've always loved old things like that. Think I got a new (none-physical) addiction. Really want to buy that sword. Probably never will though and once enough time has passed it will be forgotten. It was really beautiful though. Gleaming silver and golden handle encrusted with red "gem stones". Long blade. Razor sharp. 50 CM long. Can't stop thinking about it. Oh well better concentrate on learning how to drive, education, getting a job, etc... before wasting money on such a useless item, but it is my prrreciousssssssss.

Yay for verbal abuse! Where would we be without it? It's so much worse than physical torture. One sharp word can cut so much deeper than any knife, one insult can wound much more than any punch. Oops got slightly carried away there. Anyhow it's one thing to be called names by "enemies" but why the schmuck do random people have to do it? If I wanted to be insulted I'd go and see Claire...

With Hell one can replace fires and demons with pointy tridents by being in a small room surrounded by people staring at you, their eyes burning into your flesh, those horrible judging eyes. Sartre was right. Hell is Others! People crowd you! They invade your personal space. Is it too much to ask for not being sat on in the bus? Seriously there's plenty of room at the other end of the bus but NOOOO they have to stand near you stepping on your foot in the process.

This is one random post, well guess they all are but this one in particular is REALLY weird. Can't keep focused either, but before I end it: Rhubi and Raspi: your father was here and there was a longish discussion about Granny. I still maintain that she does not have Altsheimers otherwise she would be much worse, however she does have Dementia. Whoa the beginning of this James Blunt song reminds me of the James Bond theme music. Oops soz. Back on topic: as long as Gramps doesn't accept the help of Social Services we can't do much. Your father was also talking about sending Josy over in an emergency and she could stay in your house at the top of the garden. Also Granny needs more stimulation. She's simply bored. We've been over that a 100 times already though, so don't know what more can be said about it. Going to see them in 19 days. So do you want anything from England?

Oh yeah, heard that F(a) wants to visit you. Hope he doesn't bring his 5 friends like he did when he came here (and you abandoned me!!! How could you??) or else you will be snored out! Scary he asked me whether I wanted to marry M(o) (my other 2nd cousin and F(a)'s 1st cousin) after the funeral. Luckily someone interrupted because the honest answer would have been as "sensitive as a blunt ax" to quote Nearly Headless Nick. Scary F(a)'s sister's name starts with M(a) and their cousins' initials are F(r) and M(o) as well...

Sorry dunno what I'm saying so see ya for a webbie on the Tue 5th, Wed 6th or Thu 7th of Feb? How does that sound? Leaving for the UK on that Thursday, but the flight doesn't leave 'til 21:25 local time. Anyway revise well, have fun and cya around sometime.